Monday, June 30, 2008

RIP Craig and Michele Wilson

This is from the San Francisco Chronicle.

Oakley official, 3 others die in plane crash

Four Oakley residents, including a candidate for Contra Costa County supervisor, are missing and presumed dead after a single-engine plane crash outside Las Vegas Saturday afternoon.

Family, friends and colleagues of Erik Nunn, chairman of the Oakley Planning Commission and a candidate for District 5 supervisor, and his wife Tanya mourned the couple at their home Sunday after news that Nunn's single-engine Piper Cherokee plane had crashed in flames.

The couple had flown to Las Vegas on Thursday to celebrate their 10th wedding anniversary, along with their neighbors Michele and Craig Wilson, who were also celebrating an anniversary, said James Frazier, a friend and fellow planning commissioner.

They were due to return to Byron Airport about 6:30 p.m. Saturday, said Frazier, and when they didn't arrive as expected, relatives called airport officials and learned of the crash.

A Piper Cherokee that left North Las Vegas airport bound for Byron crashed on Mount Charleston, 40 miles northwest of Las Vegas about 2:45 p.m. after striking power lines, according to Federal Aviation Administration spokesman Ian Gregor. The plane burned after crashing and all four passengers were killed, Gregor said.

Authorities did not immediately release the names of the dead. Frazier said authorities were planning to use dental records to confirm the identities.

The crash is under investigation by the FAA and the National Transportation Safety Board, Gregor said.

The burning plane sparked a wildfire in Nevada that burned 12 acres of dry brush and trees and threatened nearly 40 homes, Bureau of Land Management spokeswoman Kirsten Cannon told the Associated Press.

The Nunns leave behind four children, Elorah, Nikolette, Tezianna and Ethan, who range in age from 4 to 9, friends said. The Wilsons - he was a BART police officer and she was a flight attendant - leave three children roughly between the ages of 3 and 14, Frazier said. All the children are being cared for by their grandparents, he said.

Erik Nunn, 37, grew up in Brentwood, served in the Marines and received a bachelor's degree from St. Mary's College in Moraga, according to his campaign Web site. He was a pastor with New Lifeline Ministries Church and led church trips to Mexico to build houses, the Web site said.

Nunn worked as an engineering firm executive and ran unsuccessfully for supervisor in 2004. He was appointed to the planning board in 2005 and in June came in second in a five-way race for supervisor. That put him into a runoff election with incumbent Federal Glover. It was not immediately clear how Nunn's death would affect the election, which is scheduled for November.

Colleagues on the Oakley Planning Commission spoke highly of Nunn's enthusiasm and integrity.

"It's a huge loss," said Iris Obregon, another commissioner. "He's an authentic person who's very passionate about his community. He was a very compassionate leader."

"He cared very deeply about Oakley and the people," said Commissioner David Huerta, who was working on Nunn's election campaign. "He was a good man to work with. He could listen, and our exchanges were always cordial. Even if we disagreed, there was no acrimony at all."

Huerta said Nunn decided to run for supervisor because he felt eastern Contra Costa County didn't have the political clout it deserved. He added that Tanya Nunn was actively involved in the campaign, frequently staffing the phone bank.

"She was a little shy but a very warm and caring person," Huerta said.

Commissioner Ed Person praised Nunn as an impassioned public servant and added that he was a conscientious airplane pilot.

"I've flown in the plane with him a couple of times, and he's pretty thorough in his flight plan," Person said. "He would always look for points of interest, roads and flat surfaces in case he needed to land. I understand there was a road very close to the crash. It's possible he could have been attempting to land on that road and clipped the power lines."

Frazier said he was still in shock at the news of the accident, but spent Saturday night with the Nunn family and much of Sunday notifying city officials of Nunn's death.

Oakley City Council members plan to establish accounts at Bank of the West today for the seven orphaned children in the Nunn and Wilson families, he said. Details will be posted on the city's Web site.

"I'd really like people to reach out and give these kids a helping hand. They're going to need it, and I'm not leaving them," Frazier said through tears. "It's times like this when I know the community comes together and helps. Erik was respected by all."


Craig and Michele were neighbors and good friends to my family. My sister has baby sat for them, I've paint a fence for them, my little brother and sister are best friends with their kids. Their son Ryan was on the same baseball team as my brother. My family was very close with them.

I honestly am having the hardest time trying to find words to say. They were good people and I am having a hard time realizing they are gone. Dare I say it, it makes me question my faith. They were only in their mid-30's with 3 kids. Craig told me once about his retirement plan! I don't know right now how God could this. (And by the way, don't leave comments saying God has a plan for this. I understand everything happens for a reason. You don't have to remind me of that).

This is a real tragedy, and I wont forget this for a while. Please keep their children in your prayers. And I will keep you posted on when they announce how you can donate to their children and if there is anything we can do to help.

Rest in Peace Craig, Michele, Erik, and Tanya.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Say Anything

So recently I went to the Max Bemis Acoustic show last Sunday. For those of you who don't know who Max Bemis is, he is the lead singer of a little band called Say Anything. It was great. During the performance Max performed a new Say Anything song called "Ahh, Men". It was the coolest experience. Here is the video.

Here are the lyrics. Read along.

Staring out the window of our tour bus
And it’s just the horny driver and us
We sit and trade wit and smoking weed cause
Talking ‘bout our friendly border drug bust
And I know their future’s cloudy and gray
Record like mine give up or go gay
You’re looking down at me with blue and black eyes
Spitting down a storm from purple night skies

Uh huh
(4 times)

And I know the concept’s muddy and tried
And all that is large and all that is slight
Is flowing in a stream of holy flood lights
I’ve read the holy books Lord knows they bite
But if this is your will and my testament
I will bow to no belief that they vent
Still I’m just a sperm began from your love
Basking in the bread and the blood of one dove

Uh huh
(4 times)

Can I lie with you in your grave?
(repeat)

There’s a crack in the edge of the end of the world
Where I will sit with my love in this florescent swirl
Feel yourself breaking down to the tiniest cell
In a room with a view and a window to hell
Where the room with the bodies will display what they’ve done
And march through museums the repel what they’ve done
And shot up through the sky by a cannon of sin
Were reluctantly let them in so can I lie in your
Crack in the edge of the end of the world
Where I will sit with my love in this florescent swirl
Feel yourself breaking down to the tiniest cell
In a room with a view and a window to hell
With those who bury bodies in their barrel of fun
Will sit in ideas and regret what they’ve done
Shot up in the sky by a cannon of sin
Were reluctantly let them in so can I lie in your grave

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Guilty Pleasure

So I just got back from a night of hot-tubbing and movie watching. Usually when I get back from a busy night I like to watch "manly" shows like "The First 48", or "Man Vs. Wild". But every Monday night this semester has been different. I wait until my roommates go to sleep, and I change it to channel 27... TLC. I know what some of you might be thinking, "what possible show would you like on TLC?". Well I'm going to tell you. It is a guilty pleasure, but I am tired of hiding it. I enjoy watching the show John and Kate, Plus Eight.

For those of you who aren't familiar with the show, it is a reality show following the life of a husband and wife(Jon and Kate). They first gave birth to a set of twin girls(Mady and Cara). After having those two, they decided to try for one more child. But they end up giving birth to a set of sextuplets(Alexis, Hannah, Aaden, Collin, Leah, and Joel). That is 6 kids in on birth. Damn.

So yes. I watch this show. But the kids are so entertaining to watch. If you are ever up late on a Monday, give it a shot.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

My Geography Extra Credit

This extra-credit assignment started with a video in weather class. It was a video with a guy who looks like he was enjoying a nice Sunday afternoon at home. Maybe he just finished mowing the lawn and now he watching his favored football team. Now subtract the Sunday afternoon, his house and couch. Now add an auditorium in Monterey, CA filled with some of the world’s top scientist, philosophers and other geniuses’ of our time. Now you have the visual.

The guy I’m talking about is Psychologist Barry Schwartz(click on his name to watch the video), and he gave a very impressive lecture about how society has too many choices, and that the key to life is having low expectations. After the video, my professor asked the class our opinions and then gave us an extra-credit assignment which had nothing to do with weather at all. Watch a second video from this website and write a page response. And so it begins.

The video I chose to watch was Eva Vertas (click on her name to watch her video)lecture about cancer. Eva Vertas is a 19 year old prodigue in the field of microbiology. I found her lecture to be quite interesting. The way she began with her families’ life story and her path from the Ebola virus to fruit flies to Alzheimer’s to cancer was really cool. There were a few parts of her lecture that really stood out to me. The first one was how she spoke of preventing cancer as oppose to getting rid of cancer. The second was how stem cells “contribute” to tumor cells.

Ms. Vertas first point struck me as innovative right away. I mean every time you hear about cancer, it is about trying to find new treatments. But right away, when she gets on the topic of cancer, she specifically says she wants to prevent the impairment before it becomes a problem. Who thinks this way? Most people when talking about anything that is harmful go strait to how to fix it, not how to prevent. She reminds me of a good parent who baby proofs a house before they have children.

And from that point it lead strait into stem cells being one of the factors of cancer. She said that in most of the cancer research she did said how cancer is related to injury. If you break your leg and your leg has cancer cells in it, the cancer cells turn the steam cells into bone cancer. How is it that stem cells, this remarkable cell that is suppose fixed every part of the human body, is one of the main factors leading to cancer growth and movement? This video gave me some real head aches the first time I watched. So I had to watch it two more times to get a real grip on what she was really saying.

After I finished the video I started to think about how, even though this was entertaining and informative, this applied to me and my life. Why in the world would a geography teacher give me an extra-credit assignment about something that has nothing to do with weather, or even geography? It couldn’t be because he feels bad for me not doing well on quizzes. So why in the world am I writing this paper?

Then it hit me. These videos cover everything from philosophy to advance microbiology. But these videos all have one significant thing in common. These videos feature men and women who are all doing what they love, and beyond that, they are raising new questions about what they love, and even farther, they are innovating what they love. They are taking a passion steps beyond what it is know, and taking it to the future.

So the thought came into my head. What if this professor who assigned this extra- credit just wants me to succeed in whatever I choose to do with my life? What if he wants me to take from these videos a new direction in life? A direction where I am driven to succeed in my passion, and take my passion into the future? A direction where I am happy with what I am doing, and not caught up with all the petty things life can throw at me? Wow. This is a lot different from any other science class I took.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

I can only

So tonight I was sitting on my balcony writing a song. Every time I write a song I like to sit and do whatever it takes to relax and finish the song it one sitting. Tonight was no different. I decided to go to my balcony because the cold brisk air makes feel more artistic. It may or may not help, but I like to think it does.

There are some girls who live in the building across from me. I believe they are dancers because once or twice a week they play music pretty loud and practice what seem to be well choreographed dances to popular songs. They laugh and have fun when they dance and with the music it always catches my attention. It kind of cool to watch because they always seem so into it and they have a good time. And tonight just happened to be one of those nights where they were rehearsing.

I know nothing about those girls other than that. So tonight as I am sitting on my balcony, in my own little world trying to focus on this new song (which I am convinced like always it will be "the one"), I hear a familiar tune. To anyone who has grown up in a church since 2001, they would recognize this song right away. And so did I. It was "I Can Only Imagine" by MercyMe (or by your churches worship team who never does as well as the group themselves). For those of you that aren't avid church goers, it is the biggest worship song in every Christian church across America(and most parts of the world). This song is "the shizz".

At first, old memories poured in my head about "the glory days" of my high school worship team. Our failed attempts time after time of trying to reproduce this beautiful song. It was great to reminisce on the person I used to be.

Then cames thoughts of the present. Thoughts about how I haven't regularly attend a church in a year. Thoughts of how my friends from "the glory days" are doing the same things. And thoughts on why we are like this. It is a depressing concept. Growing up in church they always tell you that 90% of kids that graduate high school stop attending church.

Thoughts that I immediately became a statistic flooded my mind. It hit me like a Muhammad Ali in the biggest fight of his life. I was immediately dazed and confused. How could this be? How could the leader of a bible study, worship team, and other church activities become a statistic? It seems simple enough that one with that background would immediately find a new church, a new bible study, a new (fill in the blank here).

But behold, it's not that simple. Growing up for me was a traditional church family experience as far as finding a church. Your parents attend a few churches and find one that they like. Then you are forced to go until you reach adulthood. When you are at that point, not one church seems good enough, so you stop trying to find one. Then you try to read your bible without the help of a bible study guiding you, but you become so lost that you get fed up. Not with God, but with the cycle you found yourself in. You pray to God "Won't you eventually show me they way". You know he will. But when you are living in a society that lives in the here and now, you get easily discouraged.

But as soon as those thoughts came in, thoughts of the future took their place. Thoughts of God forgiving me and telling me that it's okay. I imagine him saying something like "Sure you didn't do the best that you could, but I forgives you regardless". He lets me know that even though I've sinned, I will live for eternity. I know this is true. And it is what I am holding on to. I am holding on to hope, because that seems to be all I have at this moment.

It's funny that these girls who I know pretty much nothing about had such an impact on my night. But God works in comedic ways sometimes.

"Oh God, you're so funny. Always a joker. But it always seems to work out with you"(that was a little inner dialog to end the blog).

Friday, March 28, 2008

Have you ever felt this way?

I have been having nightmares lately. It's weird because they have been happening for a few nights now. These nightmares are all I'm thinking about now. I can't even blog about it.

Monday, March 3, 2008

New Song Lyrics

I thought I'd put this up here. I'd like to introduce the lyrics to my new song called "The Liar"

Verse
You left our small town
With nothing weighing you down
You said that you would come back
When you got you life on track

But 2 years later you came
With an undeserved sense of fame
You said you found the truth
And you still have your youth

Pre-chorus
If you said you were the one
Who was as holy as a nun
I’d say you were a liar
You’re just too much to acquire

We’re in a dire need of change
When everything is quite strange
I know you and who you’ve been
You can’t change the skin you’re in

Chorus
You’re all by yourself
Broken, tired, and alone
All by yourself
You always have been prone
To be by yourself
Broken, tired, and alone
You’re all by yourself

Verse
You try to act enlightened
You try to act mature
But you’re really just a frightened
Little girl without a cure

I used to think it was pathetic
I used to think you were weak
But now I find you quite aesthetic
My view on you should be bleak

Pre-chorus
But I’m always contradicting
Myself, I’m so conflicting
I always change my mind
My thoughts, they always intertwine

We’re in a dire need of change
When everything is quite strange
I know you and who you’ve been
You can’t change the skin you’re in

Chorus
You’re all by yourself
Broken, tired, and alone
All by yourself
You always have been prone
To be by yourself
Broken, tired, and alone
You’re all by yourself

Ending
There is nothing you can do
To be more true to you
You say that you’re the liar
And that you haven’t yet acquired

The truth you’re looking for
You’re bare, you’re naked, and you’re sore
From the journey that you took
When all you had to do was look

The answers were all here
But you chose not to adhere
To the truth we once held dear
I will shed a single tear

I have so much more to say
Words that might whisk you away
But it would just waste our time
So this is the final line


Keep an eye out on my music page for this song. It will be good.
http://myspace.com/franciscossideproject